So tomorrow is the first day of the B.W.L.C. and there is only one word that can describe what I am feeling. Scared and nervous, ok maybe two words. I feel like tomorrow is the first day of high school.
* I have cut the tags off the new clothes and washed them and now wondering do I were the blue or purple outfit. Which will make my ass look smaller (like it really matters).
* Will I be able to sleep tonight or will I toss and turn all night?
* Will I make new friends or I am the social out cast because I am FAT.. Oh wait were all fat so I will be ok.
* Which teacher (trainer) will I get? Do I want the cool trainer that everyone talks about and likes. You know the teacher that let you side buy in High School turning in late papers and gave you extra credit to help you get that A.. The teacher you learned nothing from but made school fun or will I get the mean old lady the with the mole on her nose. You know the one that gave you so much homework, busy work. The one whom ever gave extra credit and loved to spring the pop quizzes on you. The teacher you love to hate but you now respect her/him because they actually taught you something. That is the trainer I need. I have the feeling that is the trainer I am going to get.
I am ready for the new journey I am about to take and look forward to friends and family following along we with also. Please support me with my highs and comfort me with my lows. You all will help make this experience a better one.
You can do this! I am already inspired by your ability to publicly commit to this very personal journey. I can't wait to read more about your emotional transformation as well as your physical one!
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